3 months since july

thinking back of 2 to 3 years back, i was childish and playful and life is all about happiness.
but when i think back of it now, my life last time was much better than now..

i have lost myself.
my soul has gone, it will nvr come back.
may be one day, i have to find it back by myself.

life was nvr be this though as before.
one's target is set and must be archived..

i dont hope that this world , one day will bring me darkness and destroy
my dream and life

one day, i might be successful by myself, by doing the best in myself.
whatever obstacles that i faced in fulfilling my destination, i will curb it by my way.

life is though, always, every second, every moment.
one's future is controlled by themselves.
no one could help us to success in life unless independent, nvr give up and have faith in ourselves.

mum and dad have high hopes on us.
they want us be successful in life one day and make them proud for once in their life.
it is so true and that is the only hope of every parents on their children.

Study hard and smart to everyone and hopes that u all will do well in ur future.
Good Luck~

today is not my day

[c=38]i love hh[/c=10] says:
im back from my paradise d

[c=4]Im JH[/c=57] says:
finally?

lolz
[c=38]i love hh[/c=10] says:
hehe

today she wear hot pants
[c=38] Andy Mau - Hope + Believe = Faith!![/c=10] says:
lol

[c=38]i love hh[/c=10] says:
=x

[c=38] Andy Mau - Hope + Believe = Faith!![/c=10] says:
LOL
gila

[c=13]JTan[/c=49] says:
liaoo

Jynn says:
zzz

[c=13]JTan[/c=49] says:
giler sial
haha

[c=38]MyNameIsJianHong[/c=11] says:
later he sure owning d
Jynn says:
omg wh...

[c=38]i love hh[/c=10] says:
@.@"

Jynn says:
u r.. so
lustful
omg

Jynn says:
no hope de

[c=38]i love hh[/c=10] says:
she wear hot pants every1 oso saw it ma

Jynn says:
haha... i didn't even notice she was wearing hot pants le

[c=38]MyNameIsJianHong[/c=11] says:
hahaha

[c=38]i love hh[/c=10] says:
zzz

Jynn says:
when she walked past me.. i didn't even noticed that till u said it
seriously..

[c=38]i love hh[/c=10] says:
.........

[c=38] Andy Mau - Hope + Believe = Faith!![/c=10] says:
hahahaaa

Jynn says:
omg wh................

[c=38] Andy Mau - Hope + Believe = Faith!![/c=10] says:
wh's eyes were on HER only ma

GAY!!!

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Helo May~

Today is ard a May Day !!!!!
yet... playful attitude is still with me..haha xD
no mood actually, in doing everything aww...
zhou san~ nite!!

wondering

wondering....
3 weeks more lo...
no mood to prepare....

Sunday(11/4/10)

as usual, its an ordinary sunday since i enjoyed myself yesterday... :)
2day morning, i cant even wake up on time at 8 am....
around 8.45am just able to wake up and bath....swent to dp's mbmb to pay for the compound...
and leh...
went to adrian's shop to ask for info bout phones...
then jus go to ske....

at there, i finished my essay and the rest of the time was wasted until 1 pm and then i went to pa ttn...
i dint bring along my pa file..
so got nothing to refer during class xD..

rushed to maths extraclass aftr that...
and then ended at 5 pm....

went to dp again to assist ruling buy hp :D
then she went to mmu and i went ske to return car to andrew.....

hmmm...
sorry mr.shu T.T
i wasnt able to finish ur workss....

around 6 something when i was in ske, was asked home for dinner with family,wanna teman andrew go mitc(pc fair) and wanna go mmu a while.....
decided to go home for dinner with family and aftr that go to mmu and then mitc...
ate at tong shui house just outside my house and finshed at 7.45pm...
rushed to mmu but failed...
so go to mitc straight and~~
bought flash drive for sis and me..
around 9.15pm... reached home....
and now.....
wishing u to rest more and sleep well.... wan ann!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

speechless...hohoho!!!!!!
good nite!!